A woman, a GROWN woman, said “My grandmother walks faster that you, and she’s dead!” after walking behind me in Target today. Jeeze I had a giant needle shoved in my knee today to get a good look at the joint, I wasn’t exactly walking my best and she was so mean to me.
So I told her I’d had a needle the size, of a pen shoved in my knee, and asked what was shoved up her butt that gave her an excuse for being such a rude woman? I wasn’t very nice, I know, and maybe I should have been. But people make me so darn mad sometimes!!!
When my heart is hurt too much
Feels like I’ve reached the end
No, I won’t turn and run
This battle will be won
When I’ve done all I can
I stand stand stand
I stand stand stand
Some days I lose my place
On Your promise, I will stand
Oh look the ground is sinking sand
On Your promise, I will stand
Oh look the ground is sinking sand
Sinking sand oh who woooh
It’s sinking sinking, yeah
When I feel like giving up
When my heart is hurt too much
Feels like I’ve reached the end
No, I won’t turn and run
This battle will be won, yea yea
So I’ll stand stand stand
I stand stand
I’ll stand stand stand
I had one day of fun Thursday, I used a wheelchair despite not wanting to, but I did because I wanted to do things the “better” way. I was pushed around Animal Kingdom all day. Yet, 2 days later I am still paying for it!
I just want to be able to do things that a 21 year old girl should be able to. I know that I will be well again, but it’s so hard to patiently wait upon The Lord sometimes….
Megan, Romaro, and I had a wonderful time at Animal Kingdom. I am grateful to them for pushing me around all day. I told them that one day when I am well again, I will push them around! :)
It was a good day, considering I had to do a lot of getting up and down. I am thanking the Lord, and the prayers that Becky and “Aunt Sanda” were praying, for it being such a good day!
So often we miss out on God’s best because we give up too soon.
We don’t realize how close we are to our victory. Just another few days of believing, another few weeks of doing the right thing, or another few months of staying in faith is all you may need to see His promises come to pass.
Your breakthrough is right around the corner!
You might say, ”I don’t know how I’m going to make it. Things seem to be getting worse instead of better.”
I have found that the intensity gets turned up when victory is near. The enemy would not be fighting so hard if he didn’t already know he was about to lose his grip on you.
When those negative thoughts come that would discourage you, just remind yourself that you are a child of the Most High God. Let your words be, “I am an overcomer. I am the head and not the tail. I am a victor and not a victim.”
-Joel Osteen





